He liked to ride around on buses, and no one ever noticed because they all walked around with their heads down. One little girl lost a red balloon, and as she followed its progress up into the clean sky she saw him sitting there atop a great yellow and blue commuter. He smiled, then leapt up impossibly high to grab the string and return it to her. They both smiled. The string was warm from his touch.
I might have seen him the first time after my car accident. The more I consider this, the more I think this is correct. I got out, walked around the steaming and crumpled hood to see if the other driver was alright, and he was leaning against a pole, watching intently. The other driver slid himself out his passenger door, and when I glanced back to the curb, the witness was gone.
The second time I saw him was after my son was born. My wife was discharged, but my son remained, his yellowed skin reflecting the liver’s battle within. I stood by the nursery resting my head against the glass, willing health to that tiny body. In another room my wife tangled with suction and bottles to infuse our boy with her antibodies.
He was leaning against the far wall, plaid shirt, lanky frame, midwestern boots scuffed and darkened from time. I nodded to him and he strolled over, adding his forehead to my field of glass.
“One yours?” I asked.
“Mm, hmm,” he said.
His longish hair fell forward, covering part of the face that I sensed I knew from somewhere. “You from around here?”
“Yes. No.” He smiled, a quick flash that transformed his face and was gone before I realized it. “No.”
He placed a hand on the glass, then touched me on the shoulder. A current of electrical heat ran though me.
“Are you an angel?” I blurted. I don’t know why.
Again the quick grin. “No.”
After he left, I put my hand where his had been to soak up the residual warmth. I looked at my son; his skin glowed pink with vitality.